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I look at you. You look back and I flick my eyes away. I don't want you to Know of your own acknowledgement. You glance at me. I try to ignore and look away. I don't want to Initiate a connection. Because it lasts for just a moment The past is flashed The emotion returns And then is snatched away. And it disintegrates unnoticed Washed away by the ebb And flow of public eyes.

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conflicting thoughts

Oct 10, 2011

so last time i wrote my journal i was talking about how me and sherlock had made up and started talking again and been babysitting my brother and sister together and everything was good and wed had random discussions about having a kid together and stuff like that, well since then me and sherlock have done more babysitting and joking on and the usual sort of things, i even managed to bite and bruise him for a change (although he did manage to bruise me worse than other times, this one started bleeding :'() anyway then we've had the weekend where we didnt talk as much partly because i had work and partly because he was spending time with peop

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For My Best Friend by kuroi-nekochan, literature

Unrequited by drkangl, literature

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Unrequited

Here I sit just lost in my mind wondering just what it would be like To hold you, to touch you to know you You'd never see me in a crowded room would never even catch your eye But here I am with a head full of dreams and a heart full of emotion That I'll just never understand If I could only reach out and brush this hand upon your flesh Would you feel it? would you even notice I'm alive? Or would you simply feel a flutter and nothing more? Even if I could permeate a radiant glow You wouldn't notice I'd remain in these shadows Solitaire in my mournful cries My tears unnoticed My heart a shameless relic No, you'd never fee

Unrequited Love... by strawberry--x, literature

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Unrequited Love...

You watch him from a distance You love to see him smile You wish one day he might be yours If only for a while You wish that you could tell him To have the strength to say, "I love you and I wish that you Could feel the same one day!" Your heart beats as he comes towards you Only to walk on by You try to tell yourself you don't love him Try to believe your lie… You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray That you could be together Maybe if you could make him see That you two could last forever.....

Who will suicide hurt? by extremerebirth1, literature

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Who will suicide hurt?

Empty and cold inside Is this all that's left This narration inside my mind These thoughts The ability to have these thought is the only thing keeping me alive What would it be without them No pain to think about Nothing to worry about I wouldn't need to cry anymore I'd still be empty, but atleast I wouldn't have to know it I can't cry anyway There are no tears left inside It's like my sorrow is too much to express But would others cry What about my parents, my friends, my one true love, would they cry My parents wouldn't shed a tear I have to friends to shed tears for me For me, there exists no one true love There is no lover to shed a te

Suicide by MD-Arts, literature

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Suicide

I just want to die. Oh please, allow me To leave and to fly Above the blue sea. I just want to try To save all of thee Who fall and who cry; But you cannot see My will and my heart! You're neglecting me As well as my art. No more will I be The ghost that protects Each of your beauties. I, too, will neglect Your so profound seas. No one sees my soul; Its brightness will be Swallowed by the fools. Oh God, I'm sorry…

this is not a suicide note by camelopardalisinblue, literature

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this is not a suicide note

what would change if i left? would you wear your sadness like a bullet-- raw and fresh and slung, chafing, into solemn chambers; or would you swallow it down to poison your lungs, steal your breath & dissolve the remnants of me? would you smoke yourself out, a pyre of anger in one fist smouldering with resentment-- unfueled but hot and bright and burning our love to ashes; or would you hang it, trailing, coiled around your neck where it will catch, untenanted, on shards of me and tighten to choke you? would you throw in the towel and jump, too, unfettered without my soul; or would you just breathe butterflies, an exultation of relief and

Suicide. by Texting, literature

Suicidal Sickness by AzialSilvara, literature

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Suicidal Sickness

I carry this note hidden in my pocket In case my suffering has been erased Honestly, I hope no one will ever read it It would mean my battles have gone to waste Every time I see them it brings me memories The faces of those who push me through There are times in life there are too many answers When only questions provide rescue They all see the weight holding my heart down My friends and family pursue my health It makes me feel warm knowing that they're trying But there are some things you have to do yourself I realize it's selfish to end my own life But I am not sure I can push through the pain There is a reason I havn't signed

suicidal. by MisfitableGrae, literature

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suicidal.

it’s like she’s toeing the edge of a cliff and she’s smiling and she’s deadly and you’re standing too far back to save her and it’s just too late because she’s about to jump. --- if you want a list of reasons not to commit suicide, here it is. 1. you have two dogs that will miss you. they were wagging their tails and smiling last night when they took you to the hospital and i couldn’t find the words to tell them that they should be quiet. 2. you have a car that you cried when you got and you roll the windows down and blast music whenever you pick me up from school and i’m sorry i nev

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